Catch Up

So much has been happening since I last blogged. I have managed to find more crazies, yes they are DRAWN to me!

- I talk to said gentlemen for 2 weeks, get to know him really well. We really open up to one another. We meet for dinner and it's an incredible time. We go for drinks after we are laughing and talking and he is holding my hand at the table (where we sat on the same side, so cutesy silly) and kisses me. We wind up kissing in my car like teenagers not wanting to say goodnight. He comes over the next day and we have a great evening laughing and spending time together. We continue to talk over the next week, he goes to "reserves" for the weekend and i get a text saying he will call me when he returns Sunday he doesn't know if he will have reception (legit reason). And for all I know he is still at reserves in VA...... Unbelievable!

I have most recently been talking to a guy who really makes me laugh and is possibly the first NON creep I have been on a date with in the last 8 months of my dating career. But of course it wouldn't be my life without a wrench thrown into the situation. We have a great first date that lasts into the late hours, not a lull in the conversation. He comes over the next day, that Wednesday and again Saturday. But, here comes the wrench, he has to leave Sunday to go to BFE Kentucky for work. He comes back the next Saturday and I see him, and I went there two weeks later and here i sit three weeks after that (still talking to him, I KNOW i can't believe it either) but missing him like crazy! And I can't even tell him cause that will make me a CRAZY person because we have only been "dating" for a month and a half.

Hopefully he will be coming home soon, and I know he is miserable. But I need clarification and I over think every situation and text in my life already so i'm terrified just how to bring that up when I do see him. I am not seeing anyone else, and i'm fairly certain I know he isn't either. But I don't know where we stand and I'm a planner not a live on the edge kind of person, this type of uncertainty drives me INSANE. And he works nights and I, well I sleep nights so being on opposite schedules doesn't exactly help things either. But I love how I feel when I"m around him so I want to wait it out..... Come home soon Mr. Funny Prince Charming! Sweep me off my feet!

Then there is this Pinterest..... THE PROCRASTINATION DEVIL!

Granted, the man that wins my heart in the end is going to be a lucky man. I have become quite the chef thanks to Pinterest. But I could spend hours "pinning" couches I love, and bed spreads I adore and then there are the ideas for that wedding that I have no groom for yet.... It's such a black hole of my time. But I enjoy every moment of it!

I made an amazing Roast the other day from which I took the juices and made my very first, from scratch, Gravy!

OH, I also forgot to mention that I got a DOG! He is a year old Labordoodle named Graham. He is a mess, and borderline psychotic but I love him. He brings alot of excitement and joy to my days.

This new journey I am on has had it's ups and downs. And I must say, I continue to surprise myself with the strength that I have found. I am living life for me, and I love it! (Most of the time ;) )