Open your eyes or life will pass you by......

There have been so many amazing things happening to me lately. I have a great job in which i Love and I have made great friends here. And also an old friend just started and it has been so great reconnecting with her. I have also found myself very lucky in love. This is Matt

He is my boyfriend. I have known him for years and we just recently started dating but I think the stars all aligned to bring us together as it has been a amazing few months and things are just falling into place with him. He recently gave me these flowers, FOR NO REASON!

Over the weekend when we returned home from the WVU football game with his family I told him I was falling in love with him, and he told me that he loved me. He said that he had to stop himself several times from saying it already and he had probably written it on my back with his finger a handful of times already. *swoon* we then proceeded to dine on Arby's... it was a SUPER romantical event. The next night I told him I was going to make him a key so when he came over i didn't have to leave the sliding glass door unlocked and he asked if i wanted to save $ and he move in..... I SAID YES!!! So things are progressing fast but I wouldn't have it any other way. I am so happy and in love! His main request..... something manly on the wall, like "The Hulk". HAHA

Talking about bloggers makes me want to blog...

So, it's been a while. There hasn't been much to report, then life called and finally showed up at my front door.

A few days before my birthday I wAs messaged by an old friend about my birthday party, he never showed so I promptly gave him shit about it the next day. To my surprise and delight he sought out my number and asked me on a proper date. We have been dating ever since...

His name is Matt and he has been hanging out with my hometown boys since I was about 16 or so, so I know a lot about him. Good and bad. But he did come with mark and Leigh's seal of approval, so that was a good start.

Last I wrote as well I was still in contact with mr. Kentucky. I lost interest in remaining in touch post Matt, but apparently he moved home this weekend. He texts me randomly. Oddly enough I started working weekends at Montpelier farm with Shelby and his company party is there in October, should b interesting... Eek!

Football is back, and so are pumpkin spice latte's.... I'm a happy girl

Oh...

And I'm still talking to Mr. Kentucky :)

Keeping in touch this long has to count for something more than boredom...... Right?

New job

Just a quickie.... I just rejoined the office workforce. I got a new job with Vocus in Beltsville, MD! I keep waiting for someone to tell me it's a dream, this place is unreal. Vocus.com take a look for yourself.

I also finally reconnected with my SC neighbor. Only to hear she is 99.9%sure my ex was cheating before we broke up and she called the girl a home-wrecking whore in the yard one day not long after I left. I knew I wasn't getting the whole truth but cheating.... Unreal. :(

Catch Up

So much has been happening since I last blogged. I have managed to find more crazies, yes they are DRAWN to me!

- I talk to said gentlemen for 2 weeks, get to know him really well. We really open up to one another. We meet for dinner and it's an incredible time. We go for drinks after we are laughing and talking and he is holding my hand at the table (where we sat on the same side, so cutesy silly) and kisses me. We wind up kissing in my car like teenagers not wanting to say goodnight. He comes over the next day and we have a great evening laughing and spending time together. We continue to talk over the next week, he goes to "reserves" for the weekend and i get a text saying he will call me when he returns Sunday he doesn't know if he will have reception (legit reason). And for all I know he is still at reserves in VA...... Unbelievable!

I have most recently been talking to a guy who really makes me laugh and is possibly the first NON creep I have been on a date with in the last 8 months of my dating career. But of course it wouldn't be my life without a wrench thrown into the situation. We have a great first date that lasts into the late hours, not a lull in the conversation. He comes over the next day, that Wednesday and again Saturday. But, here comes the wrench, he has to leave Sunday to go to BFE Kentucky for work. He comes back the next Saturday and I see him, and I went there two weeks later and here i sit three weeks after that (still talking to him, I KNOW i can't believe it either) but missing him like crazy! And I can't even tell him cause that will make me a CRAZY person because we have only been "dating" for a month and a half.

Hopefully he will be coming home soon, and I know he is miserable. But I need clarification and I over think every situation and text in my life already so i'm terrified just how to bring that up when I do see him. I am not seeing anyone else, and i'm fairly certain I know he isn't either. But I don't know where we stand and I'm a planner not a live on the edge kind of person, this type of uncertainty drives me INSANE. And he works nights and I, well I sleep nights so being on opposite schedules doesn't exactly help things either. But I love how I feel when I"m around him so I want to wait it out..... Come home soon Mr. Funny Prince Charming! Sweep me off my feet!

Then there is this Pinterest..... THE PROCRASTINATION DEVIL!

Granted, the man that wins my heart in the end is going to be a lucky man. I have become quite the chef thanks to Pinterest. But I could spend hours "pinning" couches I love, and bed spreads I adore and then there are the ideas for that wedding that I have no groom for yet.... It's such a black hole of my time. But I enjoy every moment of it!

I made an amazing Roast the other day from which I took the juices and made my very first, from scratch, Gravy!

OH, I also forgot to mention that I got a DOG! He is a year old Labordoodle named Graham. He is a mess, and borderline psychotic but I love him. He brings alot of excitement and joy to my days.

This new journey I am on has had it's ups and downs. And I must say, I continue to surprise myself with the strength that I have found. I am living life for me, and I love it! (Most of the time ;) )